Well, it’s time to update on the Slimdown Summer Challenge!
I know we only have a little ways to go to finish this
challenge, and I feel awful for starting something and not finishing strong,
but I’m bowing out.
Believe me when I say I’m more disappointed in myself than any
of you could ever be! L
When you said to tell how we feel this week, Rochelle, I
didn’t think I’d be quitting a challenge so close to ending it…
For a few months now, I’ve been asking God what it will
take to get my relationship back to the point where I can truly say that I’m in
love with my Savior, that I desire to get to know Him, and that I yearn to
spend time with Him. And I kept feeling like I needed to turn off my
computer. I need to get the distractions
out of my way much like taking a tempting cake out of sight. It’ll be hard, but
I am so looking forward to getting back on track with the Lord.
And it’s not that I’m giving up on losing weight, but I do
believe I need to put it into perspective. I need to figure out why I keep
giving up on myself when I get to a certain weight.
But most of all I need to be listening to what God wants to
tell me. And as much as I love to read about everyone’s journey and how
everyone and their dog is doing on Facebook, I need to get back to God and His
Word.
I do want to mention 2 bloggers who have helped me see the
wisdom in this choice. One is Kimberlyn, from Minding my Weigh. She had been
off the grid for a few months before coming back and letting everyone know that
she’s fine and was going through a difficult family situation. But what really
got me thinking is how she had been reading a book (that I had just read!) and
how it had really spoken to her. It was Lysa TerKeurst’s book Made to Crave. Why didn’t it speak to me in that
way? Probably because I didn’t take time to study it, but just read it!
Another blogger had not been writing for a while as well.
Keelie from JUST REAL. And just the other day she mentioned starting a new
First Place 4 Health Bible Study. Well, I had just downloaded a book (Give God a Year) from Carole Lewis, she’s the National Director for First Place 4 Health
and I have ordered one of the Bible Studies (which will be here in a few
weeks). I really want to be studying God’s Word and using these books as a
guide to a healthier lifestyle mind, body, soul and emotions. And the 2 key
words in the Give God a Year book are PRAY and OBEY.
Now, some may say
this is a coincidence that I happened to read these blog posts by Keelie and
Kimberlyn now, but I think its God showing me that I’m not alone. And I’m not
alone even if I’m not blogging with all of you wonderful people out there. And
I don’t need the blogging world to keep me accountable, but rather I need to be
accountable to God first!
So, I’m going to take a break from blogging. I’d love to
keep in touch though and I will be keeping up with some of your blogs. A lot of
you have really been a great source of encouragement to me! Thank you for that!
So, I hope I'll be back in a few weeks or months to tell you what God has been teaching me in regards to my overall health. I hope to be telling you that I have a thriving relationship with Him and that, by the way, I've lost a few pounds!
Thanks for understanding!
Casey
